hangs in the balance

keep the faith that little light that shines flickering, wavering keeping ahold of both sides of fate do i wither out or do i burn on eternal both exist yet it all hangs in the balance -aw

chapter folds

new paths await new adventures unfold unique characters come to dance an arrival of a new chapter is here to what do i owe the pleasure to this latest lively measure -aw

magic never dies

like waking up from a bad dream sometimes the emotions find us haunt us don’t leave us alone but magic never dies it just changes forms again someday may the rabbit escape the hat -aw

brightest lights

sometimes the brightest lights burn twice as fast but making the light count makes all the difference in the world -aw

destiny in the outfield

who am i to deny the power of destiny we exist in this wondrous weave of life we’ve got a fly ball and we’re in the outfield let it come let it happen -aw

the vanishing of darkness

the two wolves one that conceals darkness one that breathes hope and light the one you feed, flourishes but what of the other? does it rage in exile? teeming with anger and hatred or does it simply vanish -aw

circuit breaker

an imagination too powerful for my own good creating elaborate arcs devising multiple realities but how many actually turn out what kind of a brain self destructs safety mechanisms backfiring rapidly until a circuitbreaker is deployed -aw

unintentionally intentional

unintentionally intentional in the blink of an eye making decisions that defer happiness rather than learning firsthand exploring what is i tend to mull over what could be giving up all else up in deferral -aw

size 10.5 nikes

so this is where the words found me at a crossroads between eras of my life with size 10.5 nikes on i’ll know what is not for me because it simply won’t fit both in feel and form and gut and heart -aw

a void

maybe i mistook peace for a void something to be filled instead of something to be enjoyed not something to mourn but to learn from instead -aw

cooper

they didn’t send us here to change the past say that again we’re not here to change a past we’re here to create a future -aw

tbd

our future is tbd to be determined by actions by success by failures to be determined by our present -aw

backs to the wall

who’s to say we’re not standing with our backs to the wall what are we really up against is it feelings or is it fate how can we ever know for sure -aw

what deters me

is this cozy comfort what deters me feelings boundless dreams limitless yet i’m bound by comfort or fear a good cop and a bad possible futures hanging in the balance -aw

technosonic superstar

living in daydreams marveling futures and pasts rose tinted yet all the more enjoyable let them play we’ll have our way -aw

springer dinger

magic moments no two the same bringing together those near and far we want it all without delay for this is the blue jay way -aw

let us

we look to the stars to guide our way but we forget that we’re made of the same elements let us guide let us create let us -aw

haunted wanted

the wanting keeps haunting for things only run away when you chase after them -aw

precipice

so close you can almost taste it so close yet -aw

feeling the lull

i’ve felt the lull lately the pull into nothingness the blank abyss that brings meaning the ever-winding road towards black holes a soul-sucking paradigm that makes me scroll get me uncaught from this web of all webs -aw

a multitude

self awareness is a multitude driving yet swerving the leader and the follower there’s so much to learn yet so much to relearn -aw

days slipping away

letting these days slip away like fish in a stream but perhaps that’s the best way it could ever be -aw

huddled with joy

cozy places green peace and pieces laughter echoing down warming halls together feeling like hearth a people enjoying the passing of time huddled with joy, like warmth in cold -aw

the hurt

love and time caught in their own glass bottles each weaving and winding through us disrupting and engaging yet we accept love as challenge and triumph though it can be so much more healing, encouraging, comforting -aw

to what end

to what end do we work how do we continue on with no wind in our sails only dreams in our minds belief is too strong visualization ever powerful keeping us in stride with what’s meant to be -aw